And I'm Hoping...

snap snap snap.

2003-11-29T15:47:00Z

im jealous of kristin. She has a camera. a digital camera. Biotch.
The pictures show up kind of weird, but i bet if you put them on the computer they would look better.
Still, im jealous. I have to wait until... christmas to get one. Even though i've got bling bling (160 bucks mannn)
Becky at around... 4:00 said she could come to the sad, so that made the Sad all the more awesome.
Yeah well im trailing on, so i'm going to go.

peace ya mothafuckas.

gahahaha.

sippin' on pedisure

2003-11-28T18:03:02Z

im starting a book. and a cd.
double points.

my_own_fanclub @ 2003-11-27T22:49:00

2003-11-28T03:53:14Z

thanksgiving was boring.
buttt. i got to watch degrassi, because they have Noggin. Lucky. too bad we left before Daria came on. i miss that show. it always used to be on MTV. but then again, how long can a good thing last on MTV?

my hair is no longer bad. its great.

im losing my writers block.
yay. or something.
and im making a cd.

my_own_fanclub @ 2003-11-26T20:49:00

2003-11-27T01:51:28Z

i have such writers block my guitar sounds like shit.
and my kitten just got off my lap. to sit on the floor. it geuss the carpets more inviting.

Hahah

2003-11-25T22:05:03Z

Matts an ass.

or so says becky.

who is over.
ooooh a woman!

the end.

my_own_fanclub @ 2003-11-24T15:30:00

2003-11-24T20:35:54Z

school was :gasp!: boring.
its so horrible. everyone's annoying. i just want to scream at them all.

and i actually talked to that girl.
i dont like her or anything. but. yeah.

i feel empty.

my_own_fanclub @ 2003-11-23T18:14:00

2003-11-23T23:19:34Z

to sum up this weekend in one word, would be quite easy:
Videogames.

well that and animations.
ah, im such a loser

"consider yourself jacked motherfucker!"
ahaha True Crime: streets of L.A. i kinda fun,. but you can play as snoop dogg. So for the time being, i dont feel like whitebread. ah, the power of videogames.

now im going to shoot myself.

im posting at school. SOOO COOL!

2003-11-21T18:29:00Z

So i went to the TBS/STD/Moneen show. With Jessie.
It twas' hot. not. haha.
Okay, so i got home from school and we immediatly left to to go to the show, it took like an hour and a half to get there. We arrived an hour early and waited. Then another hour for the bands to come on.
So anyways, Moneen comes up, and they sound.... kinda bad. There was a lot of feedback. But none the less it was awesome seeing them. Taking Back Sunday was awesome, they played a lot of good songs and were very charasmatic.
Saves the day (which i got 3 people away from!) were okay. They played really good, but none of the stuff i wanted. I was a bit dissapointed. But i loved how the Palladium wasn't that big. It's like the same size as the Ioka theater. I just wish more of my friends had been there. It was okay with jessie. and i saw alyssa and kayla, but it wasn't liek dashboard, where we all got to just have fun. Still i got to see my favorites bands, so i rock and you don't. Go me.
oh and i saw that girl with the TBS shirt there. I thought i would too.

well, i gotta go. Aurgh i want to get out of school and sleep... i barely got any last night.
This was one of the most boring entries ever. Go me. woot woot.
and according to ashley, "matt is the shiznackle"
so yeah, that's what i thought.

my_own_fanclub @ 2003-11-18T09:42:00

2003-11-18T14:46:28Z

i didn't want to fight again. so i tried vomitting so i could say i was sick. But i hadn't eaten much in the past two days so nothing came out. i chugged a Dr. pepper and ate some chex and still nothing. i was gagging and no matter how deep i shoved my fingers nothing came up. yeck. i don't reccomend it.

so i resorted to fighting and now im staying home. again.

god i hate school.
and how i look.

well on a good note, STD/TBS/moneen show thursday.

aurrghh

2003-11-18T00:25:37Z

i screamed "im not fucking going"

and after i woke up at 3:41 pm i knew i didn't go.

i had a migrane so guitar lessons didnt make much sense.
im not the least bit hungry and i havent had a meal since yesterday

and i think im back in that place again.

i hate how i look

2003-11-16T17:22:57Z

i went to the sad cafe last night
it was boring. everyone was smoking. and john and some people were making joints in my brothers car.
oh and becky and evan were there. i was dancing, it was sizzling. not. because i looked like crap, what else?
i want to see kim.
i want to see brittany and anna.
and i want to see everyone.
and i just want to get the fuck out of here.

"maybe i should fly out to montana, its quiet"

just ...fuck.

see you

twinkle twinkle. you are my star.

2003-11-15T18:05:18Z

oh man i fell asleep at like 12:00. on a friday. Thats abnormal. like my nose. anyways. i woke up with my glasses on, fully clothed (another rare thing... since im always naked), and i was smothered in a pillow. But amazingly i wasn't full of aches.
bud and i played a lot of Medal of Honor: rising sun. Which SUCKS compared to Call Of Duty, at which im presently kicking anus in. But CoD is on PC, and lacks mulitplayer, so MoH:RS it was.
i think this proves i have no life. now im going to go to the vets and get euthinized. or caustrated. no wait, i'll just call lauren. ha. inside joke. fuckers im cool!

and its juts becky and i at the sad. so we can pretend it's like the old time. I'll spike my hair, she'll pretend she's "ghetto" and we'll call it an evening.

see you

im coooolld

2003-11-15T03:36:03Z

dammit its cold.

im shiv-shiv-shivering.
i wasnt a scarf. i got to use jessies, and it was really bright and cold out. and her dad seemed, unhappy? or uneasy. anyways, i was just really cold beacuse i didnt have a jacket or anything, and now i have one but im still cold.
so bascially im cold, and if you're not an idiot, then you would've figured that out, but im clearing that up for people who are stupid.

i think i might see becky tommorow. i miss her.

im feeling weird. everything in school sucks and my friends have too much drama. drama drama drama, lets all make life into the O.C. which i have proudly not seen, because i have enough "teen drama" to fucking choke on.

now excuse me while i die of exposure.

see you

blah blah blah

2003-11-14T18:42:53Z

I just realized i type like crap.
and i'm horribly bored in school (at which im currently located)
and i treated kim like crap, since im a whiney bitch.
and i finally realized, that i should just stop putting in entries because mines are boring.

and that concludes this episode of: Matts rant.

i thank you, and bid you ado.

see you

and i need to upload my backround, so. yeah, someone give me a boomspeed.com type thing to let me upload my backround onto, because its cool and you're not and im a whiney bitch.

aurgh fuck.

2003-11-13T22:58:29Z

well new layout.
i have a project due yesterday.
im not doing anything with becky

i do not want to go to school. i dont. i dont dont dont.
its horrible i hate it. die school.

with that aside im fine. minus her, i mean, 6 monthes, another 6 monthes can go by too. just, it'll go slower.

ah fuck. come on, isn't there anyone?

"...would you save a place for me? and i'll come home. because its worse than i expected..."
(screaaaaaaach)

shoot me now.

2003-11-12T22:31:37Z

I got my school pictures. ahaha woah, and now the dictionary has a picture to go along with "ugly"
or mullet.

i looked like crap for like. a month. thank god i cut it off.
yeah anyways.

yet again i finished my class work and homework before she was done explaining the worksheets. I really need a break. and just... be with everyone. God i hate this fucking place.

i just realized that.
i fucking hate this place. everyone in school can die. i hate them all. you all suck, really. timberlane sucks, everyone can go suck fuck while i go chut up. yeah thats right. motha fucka, word to your mom.

well. the runner-up is out.

i really do hate this.

see you

my_own_fanclub @ 2003-11-12T17:10:00

2003-11-12T22:10:34Z

ah fuck i like her.

hello.

2003-11-11T17:52:20Z

Going over to see kristin lilly kim and becky was awesome. it was nice to see them all again, even though i saw kristin like. 3 days earlyier. its all good eh?

i also a got shampoo which was the highlight of the whole thing. well... aside from something else.
and we took a lot of picture. i tried to pose like a tiger, but instead i looked like a devil.. grrr.

well something happened that i didn't expect.
But i'll leave you in intriuge.

im out.

see you

At kristins. Again!!

2003-11-10T21:07:47Z

I'm at kristins. Yay. Go us.

Kim, becky, and lilly already left.

Oh well. we'll keep this party going..

can somebody say congo line??

see you.

Out of NY

2003-11-10T06:06:32Z

ugh. im out of NY and back in my precious home. I never thought i'd missed this place but. phew. NY sucked. Enough said. Buds sleeping over. He really takes the term "sleep over" to heart. he came over at... 9:00ish he falls asleep... 11:00ish. And he's leaving at like 12:00 am tommorow because i'm going over kristins, and i had already planned that ahead. Anyways. I dont know why but i dont really want to go to kristins. i just. i dunno.

Well.

I'm finally home. Lets rejoice.

Right.

See you

Leaving NY

2003-11-09T16:35:59Z

I'm leaving NY today, in about.. 30 minutes.

This visit was horrible for me.

But, Small brown bike is awesome and im in love with them, well at least what i've heard.
his voice sounds kind of like geoff rickly sometimes. But i just love the guitar. When i go shopping with kristin (if..?) i want to buy: hot rod circuit, matchbook romance, and small brown bike.
My cd collection needs expanding.

I hate it here. I hate it now.

I want to see becky.

In your face Becky mc' Code master.

2003-11-09T03:05:34Z

Check out the Totally re-done Journal.
I did all the changes. The back round, colors, and all. It's better than before and i had no help from Kristin or Becky.

Now that i've made an awesome journal on my own my life has no purpose, so my existence is meaningless.

I'm going to shoot myself now.

See you

yeah....

2003-11-09T00:40:20Z

Today kinda sucked. Okay it sucked.

We went to a place called Jillians. It was pretty cool, they had an arcade and a bar where i had 4 shirley temples. As we were leaving i decided to have one last bite of chips. Well Shane put Tabasco sauce in it so my mouth burned and i wanted to puke.
Then we went to Shannons first communion. I had to pee horribly bad, and the whole time shane was pointing at a pretty girl saying "what a nice ass". He's just like me, we go to church to pick up women. (sarcastic tone)

Yeah. And right now there's a bunch of people i dont want to see. They are all middle class mom's who want to be upper class rich perfect people. So they sit around talking about how great there kids are.

Meanwhile i look horrible and they all seem to ignore me.

see you

Just Jealous because we're young and in love

2003-11-08T13:56:22Z

I'm In NY. But way outside of NY city. This is basically New Hampshire, just far away.
It's kind of fun here. Well its nice seeing my relatives. I feel out of place though.
Anyways, I'm back Sunday night. This is just a really short stay for Shannons first communion.

Right-o

I think Mike hates me. Again.
I should've brought by guitar over here, then i'd have loads o' fun, they have a keyboard with a drum kit. It would really be fun, but gee-whiz fella, i didn't so now i'll just sit and listen to music. And play techno beats on the keyboard.

Everyboady dance now

Weeoooh.

I need to shower. I feel dirrty.

Please send help.

2003-11-07T18:22:39Z

I need to start a band.

Now.
i need a lead guitar, bass, drums, and maybe a singer.

Now i leave.

Away!!!!!!!!!!!!!

See you.